This book, titled "A Journey Unlike Any Other, Pilgrimage Diary to the Land of Pontus," was written in a unique manner. The journey took place in Pontus in August 1983.
Every time I took a pencil and paper to write, the emotion and turmoil I felt were so overwhelming that they prevented me from writing more than a few lines. In 1986, after my father's death, I forced myself to try again as a memorial for his death, because as you will read, I went with him to Pontus, but once again, I couldn't manage it.[...]
(from the book's preface)