My father almost killed my mother on a Sunday in June, early in the afternoon. I had gone to church at a quarter to twelve as usual. I needed to bring sweets from the pastry shop that had opened in the new shopping center of the town, a complex of temporary buildings constructed after the war, in anticipation of reconstruction. On my way home, I took off my Sunday clothes and put on a dress that was easy to wash. Once the customers left and the shutters were put back in place in the grocery store window, we had lunch, with the radio on, of course, because at that time there was a humorous program, The Court, with Yves Deniau playing the role of a hapless clerk who was constantly accused of ridiculous crimes, and the judge, with a trembling voice, imposed funny sentences. My mother was in a bad mood. The argument that started with my father, as soon as he sat at the table, lasted throughout the meal. She cleared the dishes, wiped the cloth, but continued to launch accusations at my father, spinning around in the kitchen, just a little, squeezed between the coffee shop and the staircase that led upstairs, as she did every time she was in a bad mood.
“My father tried to kill my mother one Sunday in June, early in the afternoon”: the book is the story of a twelve-year-old, but it also concerns the narrator, a mature woman, the author herself. The violent moment lives within her. The trauma comes at a time when she still feels so close to her parents that the impending violent act is incomprehensible to her. It tears her apart like an axe.
Over time, the memory freezes until it is just a snapshot she carries in her wallet, unchanged even after years, when the twelve-year-old has become a woman and a writer. Many years later, the wound is still there, but her whole existence has nourished around it like a tree that, although struck by lightning, survived.
With the emotionally rich voice of great literature and the sharp analytical gaze of a scientist, Annie Ernaux offers a powerful reflection on the experience and the lasting power of a violent memory to endure over time and define the trajectory of a life.
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- Author
- Annie Ernaux
- Publisher
- Metaichmio
- Original Title
- La honte
- Publishers
- Metaixmio
- Type
- Prose
- Cover
- Soft
- Number of Pages
- 136
- Release Date
- 6/2023
- Publication Date
- 2023
- Dimensions
- 13x20 cm
- ISBN-13
- 9786180335712
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