The No.1 Sunday Times best seller.

“Her battle, vividly told in this harrowing narrative, is one that deserves admiration and may make you reassess your own appreciation of luck” - Mail on Sunday.

How can you learn to live again when you have danced with death? Louise's journey to have a child was far from easy, suffering a painful miscarriage in her first pregnancy and being involved in a terrifying fire during her second. However, her difficulties did not end when she brought her son into the world. During an emergency C-section, she faced severe complications and fought for her life for several days while her son was transferred to Neonatal ICU.

This harrowing experience impacted Louise's mental health in a way that completely changed her life, as she struggled to accept what had happened to her, in addition to becoming a mother. As Louise rebuilds herself step-by-step, she reflects on her past – from her childhood and relationships with her family to her struggles with alcohol and toxic relationships, as well as her rollercoaster years on Made in Chelsea.

Louise's experience has changed the way she sees the world and redefined what is important to her. Despite the challenging path, she is determined to come out more alive than ever. Louise's powerful story, told with raw honesty, shows the incredible ability of humans to overcome everything life throws at them.

Pages: 304, Dimensions: 16.1x16.1cm