‘A brave and vulnerable book by a very, very funny woman.’ - Joe Lycett

‘A brilliant representation of anxiety made hilarious.’ - Romesh Ranganathan

‘Only Suzi Ruffell can take anxiety & make it funny. Relatable, hilarious & educational to boot.’ - Aisling Bea

Suzi Ruffell has been fighting anxiety since childhood, believing it would always be a constant presence in her life. Approaching 40 with a family and a job she loves, Suzi decided it was time to stop fighting anxiety and learn to understand it. She committed to therapy, unpacked her history, and worked on transforming her anxiety from an enemy into a friendly companion.

This book is inspired by her journey and aims to share her insights in a way that is funny, honest, occasionally embarrassing, and hopeful rather than dark.

Suzi considers life's big questions, such as whether peaking in high school ruins you for life and the scientific best way to mend a broken heart. In this brutally honest, funny, and often moving memoir, Suzi tells her story and seeks answers from experts like Elizabeth Day, Dolly Alderton, Charlene Douglas, Laura Bates, Dr. Kirren Schnack, and more.

“Am I Having Fun Now?” is a perfect read for fans of works by Fern Brady, Elizabeth Day, Romesh Ranganathan, Sara Pascoe, and Tom Allen.

Pages: 256, Year of Publication: 0610, Dimensions: 14.5x14.5cm