A magical quest for enlightenment and personal salvation in Thailand. The author shares his deep encounters with Tibetan magic during four different pilgrimages in Thailand. He explains the process of performing the author's multiple Sak Yan tattoos, as well as other powerful magical ceremonies and secret initiatives he experienced. He narrates how his ancient experiences with Thai Buddhist magicians helped him destroy his destructive former selves and discover profound healing for his mind and soul. Focusing on his personal initiatives and ceremonies with the sect of Thai Buddhist witches known as Ajarn, he describes the intense liberating rites he served at sacred sites in Thailand. Among these ceremonies are the blessing with gold leaf, where the gold leaf was pounded onto his face to form a mask, and the Satuwan ceremony, traditionally performed for returning soldiers, culminating in releasing 21 rebellious catfish into the Ping River during the Wolf Full Moon. Exploring the cultural context of Thai Buddhist necromancy, Zed describes his first experience with Sak Yan tattoos, which were ritualistically hand-engraved by Ajarn with magical inks, including one that transformed him spiritually into a tiger. He shares his experiences with intense ceremonial Sern Duang baths, the insertion of a golden Takrut needle into his hand, and a rare initiative to connect him directly with spirits. Revealing the extreme personal losses and traumatic experiences that led to his spiritual transformation, Zed explains how his initiatives with Thai Buddhist magicians led him to recognize his old selves and discover a deep healing for his mind and soul. Exploring chaos magic, pop culture, and Buddhist esotericism, he analyzes the artistic and occult influences that shaped him into a magical practitioner, from the underground electronic music scene and the work of Beat Poets to the writings of Aleister Crowley and Gary Snyder's Buddhist Anarchism. Pages: 400, Year of Publication: 0925, Dimensions: 15.2x15.2cm