CONFESSION This love I feel is suffocating. I have locked myself in a room I don't want to leave, even though I miss the light. I want to confess that my body longs for his hands on me. And I swear it for eternity, amen. I will not love. And I will not be loved by this man. And I will find another flesh to love. But I will never crave another like his flesh. I have renounced. And every day he doesn't exist, I will regret more and more that flesh, which I never managed to make touch me. Away with evil. And forgive me, Father, but if this is life, I have died and I am already in hell. Because without him, I suffer.