I lost control. I lost myself. I lost everything! How did I get here? How? Did I place value on situations that I shouldn't have? Did I never truly find myself? Did I lose everything to create it again?

There are many questions, and among all these, more are added. Where does the pain come from, that I feel scratching my soul? Who has hurt me so brutally? I hear in the distance a child's voice crying, or is it just my imagination?

Where should I start and where should I stop? I find myself in absolute chaos, at the crossroads between decay and immortality. One wrong step and I will shatter into a thousand pieces. But I must take the first step. The most important one! The one that will begin the journey of self-love.